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Jul. 10th, 2008

there are days that i can be a total raging (raving?) BITCH. i don't want to fly off the handle at the slightest thing or burst out in tears too often, and i do have my emotions under control most of the time, but.. sometimes i don't want to keep it all in. it's too stressful, it takes up so much energy..


(kind of) related:
i saw my therapist today. btw it feels weird to say my therapist, because this was only my second appointment with her.
doctor J. put me back on Zyprexa (2.5 mg)
i find it takes the edge off the stress of everyday life just enough, without making me walk around like a zombie all day. it also helps me sleep better..


i got the latest counting crows album through iTunes. i believe sunday morning L.A. is a bonus track that is not included on the 'physical' CD. but it's too good to be just that. i found it here for you, in case you wanna have a listen..

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ichbinein
Jul. 24th, 2008 05:41 pm (UTC)
what kind of therapist is it?
(if you don't mind me asking)
xenobastet
Jul. 24th, 2008 06:13 pm (UTC)
emotions are a bitch, and medication helps...too bad we need things like medication to help us live better. then again, "the sweet isn't as sweet without the bitter"
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